4 down 2 more to go...

I'm having my final now..two more papers to go..and I'm free on wed when the clock strike 12pm...then, my holiday begins..don't know why after the dnc paper, the holiday mode is half on..right now, there are some stuffs which I need to choose..really bother me..

1st- wed or thurs ( sunway, genting or shopping)

2nd- I want to watch 2012 with my dear and my frenz wanna watch with me too..how??>.<

3rd- sony ericsson satio or iphone 3Gs? price about the same..*sigh*

I want to go shopping.....but but..I guess I will broke for the 3 things listed above..haiz..still got few bags and cloth waiting for me...haiz haiz..dilemma now..*sad*

another one..

I guess those who added me in the msn..should be noticed that I still put the same pm for more than 2 weeks..I think this is the first time that I never change it my pm for so long..but who's care..it's obviously that I still pissed off...and please stop bothering me..just leave me alone..and do whatever thing you all want..I hate liessss...and if you all think that I'm rude..YES I AM..because as I said, I don't give a damn to whatever shit anymore..why do I need to care your feeling when you never care mine? Well done!!!From the view of respect turns to disrespect..what else you all want?*claps*

these few weeks, thanks to my dear for accompany me and be there for me...without him, I guess I will let go everything..because I've totally fade up and disappointed with you all..

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by the way, I would like to wish my dear and all my friends who gonna sit for EOS tomorrow~~~good luck and all the best...hope everything goes smoothly and everyone do well in their exam...I believe you all can do it and pass with excellent grade...gambateh and add oilssss....*wink*

stop bothering me!!

Honestly, this question really never come across my mind at all..I know that none of my family read my blog..that's why I typing it at here..I really dislike...hate...and I can tell you that I really CAN'T ACCEPT it...and I don't want it to be happen..I don't mind nor give a damn to whoever saying me selfish or not understanding..who ever dare to come to me and talk those craps to me..I won't give face to them neither..only if you are me..and you facing the same situation with me..then you got the right to talk with me about that..or else..please keep your mouth shut..and don't bother me..and don't ever give me that kind of expression or face showing that I'm the one who wrg..please..your dad is still around..and you will never understand my feeling..you won't feel anything when the needle is not poke on you..things will always easy to say rather than do..although you say you won't mind but when it's really happen on you then another different story..don't ever try to fool around with me about this..I really meant it..

and bare in your mind...I hate ppl trying to hide things from me..and act like nth...you think I'm stupid or what? please don't try to tell lie or create a story..just try to make ppl feel that you don't know anything at all..I'm not blind nor deaf..

seriously, I will hate you and I don't mind let others put the blame on me..as I say..I dont give a damn to anyone of u when comes to this..

Only one week..

yeah yeah...I'm having one week holiday with my lovely notess and little cutie scientific eng report...the week after holiday, I will have D n C practical quiz on wed...antimicrobial quiz on thurs..fri maybe a SE listening test..then the next monday will be another D n C theory quiz...*sobs sobs*..what a hectic life!!!!!!!!!

others have one month study breaks...but it's ok..for now, I'm gonna work hard and fight until 18 of nov..then I will have about one n half month holiday "provided I pass all my six subjects"...ngek ngek ngek~~ but but..I dont want so fast come to next years...instead I should say I hate next years...nono is next 3 yrs..sigh~~~what to do...T.T

Gone far far away

Everything will change from time to time...You can own everything and be the happiest one in the world but you might lost everything just within a sec...

I used to be the luckiest one last two years ago but now, I don't think I'm de luckiest anymore...not bcoz of I lost everything but I had lost someone who really love me and care for me...sometimes when I heard my frenz talk about their daddy, I will just keep quiet and just give a smile to them..seriously, I'm not jealous instead I feel happy for my frenz..just that I think myself how come he leave me so early? If god really exist, then why god don't let me to have my daddy till I grew up?

today I went to the temple and pray for my daddy and my grandpa..when I saw until my dad name on the board there, suddenly I feel like speechless...lots of memories come across my mind...this year is the second time I come here and pray for my dad..I still remember my dad use to joke even during the ceremony...he said, ''u all try to count how much they earn for this kind of ceremony?''..juz a paper thingy you all willing to pay for 300 plus..500 plus...he even ask us to try to burn the gigantic ship which made up of paper before the ceremony starts..see what will happen...haih all these can only bcome my memory deep down my heart...

I miss my dad so much....

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I don't know whether it is a good news or a bad one..these few days I've been rushed myself for the reports..just to make sure that I got enough of time for preparing my AMT quiz which fall on this thurs...BUT BUT...today, our lecturer told us that the quiz will be postphone and let us know when the exact date is confirm..I wish to finish the quiz so that I can move on to another killing subject, CVS which will fall on the next fri...sigh~~~

well, more chapters we have to cover as the date for the quiz carry forward to week 12 or 13...and I really don't understand why we need to study all those clinical stuffs for AMT...i know that we are going to apply it during our clinical in yrs 4...but but..i think that things we study now more or less about the same vt what my frenz studying in medi course..wth!!!!!!

how are we going to study all those pathology when we dont even know the basic stuff?????????

haizz...i think i should stop merungut now and back to my notes...it's no use to crying over spilled milk...everything is just too late...T-T

move move move!!!

I can't move anymore...

Can I stay there for a while??

Or can I pause everything just for a few secs??

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