Speechless...

I really feel very tired..
Mentally and physically tired..
The first time I dont feel wanna find ppl to express my feeling..dont want to talk with anyone..
I dont know anything go wrong with me..
I just wanna try to hide and keep everything inside my heart..
I dont want to care and think how ppl might think of me..
Why I have to care his feeling and accept everything of him but he is not?
I tried very hard but still no one is satisfied with me..
Why ar?? I should ask myself.
Just want to lock myself in the room and listen to jacky's songs.
The only way to make me feel better.
And the only way that make me flask back about the past.

Extremely tired.