I don't have the mood to celebrate cny this year at all..
Last few years when the cny is around the corner, I will ask money from my dad to buy some new clothes. And my dad will always make me very angry then only willing to give the money to me..*weird weird*..But this scene wont happen in my life anymore. Don't even have the chance to talk with my dad anymore. Last night, I cried a lot until 6am only fall asleep. Special thanks to someone who always on my side and company me when I really very down that time.
Just now, I went to jusco with my nephew..I thought want to buy some shirts and long jeans pants but I can only managed to buy one shirt bcoz all the pants left big size. Again, I saw someone's car. I feel very confused after I bumped with someone and someone's family. Someone just give a smile then just continue shopping. I really feel whether I am just a normal normal frenz. I really don't know.
Am I think too much or I'm just being too sensitive?
Maybe yes. I always like to simply think and only think to the negative side. Even a very very small matter, I will think this and that. Hate to being like tat.
Generally, my blog is a very emo blog. Sorry ya but I don't care much bcoz here the only place I can express and speak out whatever I want except for some P&C stuff.
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