My first blog...

Well..today is the second day of my new semester..I cant slept well last night bcoz of something happened and yet, I don't know whether it had already settle or not..so I just woke up, took my bath and then drove to school while my soul is still wondering with the messages..during organic chem II, I tried to focus when Ms. Jessie was teaching in the front of the class..I totally blurred when she threw out some questions which are very simple yet I don't know the answer..then continue with basic medi chem, Dr. Thet already told us when is the quiz and due date for our group assignment..haih 2500 words and presentation also..lecture was so bored and we found that this sub same with healthcare..*yawning*..after class, I went to the library and sitting there alone..actually I wanna to study and revise but my heart seems like flying to some other places..I kept sms-ing and my mood really down..how come someone I knew him so well can just turned to someone who treat me like a strangers? I really don't know. I don't want to be emo gal everyday in the campus. Everyone is care about me but how come the one who I really want wont be there for me or even care me? I really speechless..