Gone far far away

Everything will change from time to time...You can own everything and be the happiest one in the world but you might lost everything just within a sec...

I used to be the luckiest one last two years ago but now, I don't think I'm de luckiest anymore...not bcoz of I lost everything but I had lost someone who really love me and care for me...sometimes when I heard my frenz talk about their daddy, I will just keep quiet and just give a smile to them..seriously, I'm not jealous instead I feel happy for my frenz..just that I think myself how come he leave me so early? If god really exist, then why god don't let me to have my daddy till I grew up?

today I went to the temple and pray for my daddy and my grandpa..when I saw until my dad name on the board there, suddenly I feel like speechless...lots of memories come across my mind...this year is the second time I come here and pray for my dad..I still remember my dad use to joke even during the ceremony...he said, ''u all try to count how much they earn for this kind of ceremony?''..juz a paper thingy you all willing to pay for 300 plus..500 plus...he even ask us to try to burn the gigantic ship which made up of paper before the ceremony starts..see what will happen...haih all these can only bcome my memory deep down my heart...

I miss my dad so much....

@.@

I don't know whether it is a good news or a bad one..these few days I've been rushed myself for the reports..just to make sure that I got enough of time for preparing my AMT quiz which fall on this thurs...BUT BUT...today, our lecturer told us that the quiz will be postphone and let us know when the exact date is confirm..I wish to finish the quiz so that I can move on to another killing subject, CVS which will fall on the next fri...sigh~~~

well, more chapters we have to cover as the date for the quiz carry forward to week 12 or 13...and I really don't understand why we need to study all those clinical stuffs for AMT...i know that we are going to apply it during our clinical in yrs 4...but but..i think that things we study now more or less about the same vt what my frenz studying in medi course..wth!!!!!!

how are we going to study all those pathology when we dont even know the basic stuff?????????

haizz...i think i should stop merungut now and back to my notes...it's no use to crying over spilled milk...everything is just too late...T-T

move move move!!!

I can't move anymore...

Can I stay there for a while??

Or can I pause everything just for a few secs??

=.=

lalalalala~~~

salam sejahtera kepada tuan pengerusi majlis, para hakim yang alif lagi bijaksana, guru-guru dan para hadirin sekalian.

muahahahaha, ingin sangat moi ni nak menyampaikan sebuah syarahan yang bertajuk bla bla bla....dah gila kot...haha bukannya ade apa-apa peristiwa yang menarik kot nak ditulis..tapi ikut hati moi ni..hendaknya catat sedikit sebanyak dalam blog ini..haha

tanganku ni dah tersangat letih...entah dah balut berapa buah buku yang setinggi macam gunung kinabalu tu...tapi, tak apelah..janji dia gembira..aku pun gembira juga tu...jika bukannya dia yang kacau kacau masa ku tengah membalut tu..rasanya tak sampai satu jam pun i dah habis balut bukunya tu...memang nak kena tu...tak bisa focus membaca buku tu..asyik jalan sini jalan sana...sekejap nak minum sekejap nak baring kat katil tu...memang lucu budak ni punya character ni...aku pula yang rasa tension dan bimbang dia tu..isnin ade fa..tapi dia tu tak risau langsung...memang tak faham betul apa yang dipikirkan tu..

rindunya selimut babi ku kat katil tu...rasanya nak pi tidur tapi tak bisa...walaupun babi ku melambai-lambai tangannya ngan ku...tapi aku harus menolak permintaan dia tu dengan kejam...kalau tidak, mampus ku nanti...

haha...amoi mic, pi la baca buku..masa hujung minggu tu dah nak habis tu...janjiannya pun dah ditunai tu...walaupun masih ade ruang untuk memperbaiki, buat setakat masa ini, i dah teramat gembira...yooohoooo~~~

think think think.....

dear mic,

there are few things what you should and shoudn't do..

you should

• think positively (i'm trying but...)
• stay focus on your study instead of simply think this and that *slaps*
• control your emotion
• lost your weight

you shouldn't

• trust people so easily
• let your temper and anger overcome your rationality
• jealous
• care other's feeling more than care yourself

bare in mind gal...please think of it and try to do it...not for anyone but for your own good...